Sometimes, I realize that you and I cannot be. It's on the other side of heaven that was made for you and me. I want you in my human life and touching me physically But I know it may not come easily. I hasten to love you as much as I can If I lose you I'll have my memories and I'll understand. But the thought is something that makes me cry Without you in my life, my spirit will wither and die. You are there in my heart and always touching my soul But I always knew a time might come that you'd have to go. It hasn't been easy this love that we've had There are days when I feel so very very sad. It isn't something I've known how to do. But I knew from the start that it was pure and true. You pop in on occasion to check on me And you often surprise me and fill me with glee. I see you appear and sometimes not But I always know my best interest you've got. You think there are times that I'm not aware But inside of my heart I know you are there. You worry some times that I know too much But you know it is right and it's more than a touch. It's your spirit and mine encircling love When we question our US, it's sent from above. I remember I told you that we were meant to be You as an eagle and me a wild horse running free. I know you can tell that it's a our special place By the way that we are together in this world's hurried race. I feel you surround me and I know you are there When I dream of our union and you're touching my hair. You are my guy even when you are not You're my lover of PEACE and the center I've got. If ever you doubt look into my eyes..... You'll see your image and you'll know it's not lies. The union we have is such a sweet place to be It's always been there and it's just you and me. But together we've been to the top of the hill We've touched on a miracle and we feel it still. You know there are times when I cannot touch base You are the same and it's something we face. You have your work and your things that you do I do the same but it's better because of you. You fill me up and I love it, I do I hope it goes back the same to you. When you're in doubt you may go for a while But I hope you come back and share that special smile. If it happens that you cannot come to me I'll let US go and I'll set you free. For I know in my heart that your spirit is free I feel it often and it's the part reflected in me. Follow your dreams and let me watch as you grow Sometimes I'll race with you and sometimes I'll go slow. The best of it all is what we share The love of the PEOPLE and the way that we care. YOU Are my height of ecstacy and my depth of feeling... You are my floor sometimes and my open ceiling........ We'll fly above when the time is right Till then my sweet internet lover, you are my shining knight.